I need to win the lottery!

I just thought id share with you a few things ive been really wanting recently :D

first off are these b-e-a-utifull nail varnish's from topshop which are called:

Hunting, spotted pig, play for keeps, airplane, cloud (in order of picture)

I also want this pack of 3 nail varnish's from topshop which includes:

gypsy night, silver bullet, utilitarian

next from topshop i want this new lipgloss from the sandstorm collection called daze

I also want this set of 3 moisturising lip balsm in the colours

cherry picker, chiffon and cracker

the last thing i want from the topshop makeup range is this beautiful eyeshadow mousse called glint

the next thing i want is from MAC cosmetics, its a lipstick called vegas vault, it is a beautiful orangy pink colour the swatch really doesnt do it justice

Also from mac cosmetics i want this beautiful lipglass called pink lemonade, which will look stunning over vegas vault!

the next thing i want is the paco rabane lady million perfume, i got the 30ml for christmas and have already used it up in less than 2 months i love it that much and i definatly want to replace this after ive used a few other the other perfumes i have

From benefit i reaaaaaaally want the new blusher called bella bamba, i have heard nothing but good reviews from this product and it looks absolutly gorgeous in the box :D

the last thing i want is also from benefit its the 'confessions of a concealaholic' pallet, benefit concealers are meant to be brilliant and this won me over the second i saw it

i hope i didnt bore you rambeling on about products i will proberly not get but ohh well

lots of love

Bernie

xxx

Yeh you're not cool.

Sooo i thought id blog about this as it is somthing that has really bothered me tonight. I absolutly hate homophobic people and bullies and i think people should realise it is not cool or clever to even judge people by there sexuality or the way they look when you meet someone. A person should never feel the need to hide somthing as personal as that from the cruel people in this world.

This is somthiing that i find very upsetting to see seeing as some of my closest friends are gay and seeing them get upset about it makes me upset and makes me think why people would want to say such cruel nasty words to other people. I in the past have had cruel nasty things said to me but you just got to look past it and think about how the person must have somthing bad going on deep down to even think the thigns they are saying.

In and ideal world everyone would be excepted for who they are whether there black, white, gay straight or anything! But we all know that it wont happen, there will always be that one nasty person there to put you back down just as things are looking up, no one should ever be made to feel any less of a person because there 'different'. what is normal in this world? you dont have to fit a specific genre, be yourself its all you can be and if people dont like it? who needs them?

I hope that anyone who is being bullied or singled out for anything know that things will look up and people will soon see you for who you are and not just look at whats on the outside, you will always have people who love you no matter what.

If you are one of those people who think its okay to say thoughtless, careless things to people. stop and think about how you would feel if you where in there position. Its not nice or cool or clever and sooner or later people will see you for who you are. Nothing but a bully.

I know people wont stop but i really needed to get this of my chest and let out how i feel towards bullies.

Bernie

xxx

ipod shuffle 2!

okay i know i just did one off these but they are super fun!!!

1. how are you feeling today?

sick little games- all time low

2. will i get far in life?

naive- the kooks

3. what is my best friends theme song?

cemetry drive- my chemical romance

4. what is/was high school life like?

closer to the edge- 20 seconds to mars

5. what is the best thing about me?

the way i loved you- taylor swift (aww)

6. how was yesterday?

mellowship slinky in b major- red hot chilli peppers

7. what is my love life like?

house party- the midnight beast

8. what will my parents say to me?

VIP- kesha

9. what song will they play on my funeral?

disco heaven- lady gaga (nice...)

10. how does the world see me?

frisky- tiny temper feat labrinth (ohh er ;))

11. what do my friends really think of me?

i like it rough- lady gaga (LOL.)

12. what is the world keeping a secret of me?

dancing with tears in my eyes- kesha

13. how do i make my self happy?

go all the way -perry farrell (ohh do i ;))

14. what should i do with my life?

dont say goodbye- olly murs (as if id say goodbye to olly murs)

15. will i have children?

turn it off- paramore

16. what is good advice?

too much- all time low

17. what does everyone else think of my current life?

for a pessimist im pretty optomistic- paramore

18. what type of men/women do i like?

starstruck- katy perry feat 3oh3

19. where will i live?

acapella- kelis

20. what will my dying words be?

OMG- usher feat will.i.am (haha sounds about right)

Bernie

xxx

ipod shuffle game :D

Soo this looked fun so i thought id try it :P

1. what do people assume when they first look at me?

like a g6- far east movement

2. what will be a big challenge in life for me?

imma shine- youngbloodz

3. am i a good boyfriend/girlfriend?

hard to swallow- you me at six (ohh greaat lol)

4. do i have a secret admirer?

we r who we r- kesha

5. will i ever become manically depressed in my life?

left my heart in tokyo - mini viva

6. is someone trying to kill me?

get up- ciara feat chamillionaire

7. what is my sexual preference?

break your heart- taio cruz

8. what am i afraid of?

keep the change you filthy animal- all time low

9. what will i be doing in a few years?

decode-paramore (i hope thats a sign for robert pattinson?)

10. what is some good advice for me?

the sharpest livse- my chemical romance

11. what should i do instead of this quiz?

just say yes- snow patrol

12. will you get married?

pressure- paramore

13. what is the story of your life?

we are broken- paramore

14. how can you get ahead in life?

please dont let me go- olly murs

15. what is the best thing about your friends?

turn it up- pixie lott (yeh they dont need turning up!)

16. what song best describes you?

parachute- cheryl cole

17. how does the world see you?

hypnotized- plies feat akon

18. will you have a happy life?

jasey rae- all time low

19. how can i make my self happy?

this is the best day ever- my chemical romance

20. what should you do with your life?

i need you- ndubz

21. will you ever have children?

i bet that you look good on the dancefloor- arctic monkeys

Bernie

xxx