A-Z of me!!

soo i thought this would giv eyou a bit more of an insight to who i am :D

Age: 16

Bed size: 3 foot, in between single and double ;D

Chore you hate: what chore would I like?!

Dogs: 1 yorkshire terrior

Essentials to start your day: big glass of coke!

Favourite colour: PINK

Gold or silver: Gold!

Height: 5'4-5'5

Instruments I can play: used to be able to play piano/keyboard

Job title: not got a job starting college soon

Kids: none yet! want atleast 3 when im older!

Live: west yorkshire

Mums name: Lisa

Nicknames: bern, bernzaay, bernadette, bernice

Pet peeve: hypocritical people, moan about people doing somthing when they do it themselves

Quote from a movie: soo fetch

Right or left: righty!

Siblings: Stanley my only younger brother

Time you wake up: alarm goes of at half 6 then snooze till about 7-half 7

Underwear: yes thanks

Vegetables you dislike: sprouts, broccoli, couliflower

What makes you run late: made hair/makeup days

X-rays you've had done: jaw, knee, ankle, wrist

Yummy food you make: cant beat my rice and beans ;D

Zoo animals: Monkeys :D

Hope this quick post tells you more about me :D

love

Bernie

xxx

weekly questionnaire! 11.5.11

hey everyone! long time no blog ;D

1)mood?
- slightly confused and tad stressed, more gcse exams next week :S

2) what is your favourite summer snack?

-ice pols!!! mmmm i want one now :D

3) waterprood mascara? yay or nay?

- personally a nay, i always find it hard to apply and build up then a buggar to remove afterwards

4) current nail polish?
- got none on, stupid head of year 'cracking down'

5) do you wear a watch?
- nope, got my eye on one though!

6) what is the ring on your mobile phone?
- theWANTED- good day for love to die, i bloody love this song!

7) current outfit?
- in my 'comfy clothes' after school, reebok grey joggers and white vest from dorothy perkins

8) if you had to do one would you rather sky dive or take a deep-sea boat 300 feet under sea level?

- definatly the deep-sea !! i absolutly hate heights

9) have you ever had such a bad date you had t0 make an excyse to leave early?

- nope :)

10) weekly goals?

-revise for exams coming up, and chill out! been very stressed this week

hope eveyrones well

Bernie

xxx

mindblown!

Just worked out I can blog of my blackberry. Free periods just got a hole lot funner!
Xxx

weekly questionnaire! 2!

Hey everyone!

I know i missed this last week, had a very busy week last week, with an ISA science exam, and 2 deadlines! but i promise to keep it up from now on!

1) mood:

- Relaxed, its the easter holidays which means 2 weeks off school! yay

2) what is your favourtie flower?

- im not really a flower person but I think daisy's are soo cute in the summer!

3) what sounds is the alarm you wak up to in the morning?

- what ever song im loving at the moment, recently its been The wanteds album just running through every morning :)

4) current nail polish?

- fiesty by topshop

5) what would you rather have a huge closet or a spacious bathroom (implying the other be tiny)?

- definatly a huge coset! with a dresser and shoe racks EVERYTHING! im sure i could cope showering in a small bathroom hehe

6) if you could relive one year in your life which would it be?

- proberly a couple of years before my grandad passed away when they came down south and spent a christmas with us :')

7) current outfit?

- topshop pj shorts and a dorothy perkins vest top, im still sat in bed hehe

8) what was your favourite halloween costume as a kid?

- witch outfit! with the big pointy hat and broom stick! love it! i was a witch nearly every year!

9) have you ever been able to talk your way out of a speeding ticket?

- im too young to drive but i hope i never get a speeding ticket in the future!

10) weekly goals:

- get my art coursework done as i have 2 weeks off school, do some revision for up coming gcse's, spend time with my friends as the weather is lovely outside, dont want to waste it as we dont get it that often hehe

hope you're all well

Bernie

xxx

weekly questionnaire!

hey, i thought id start doing this weekly questionnaire to let everyone no how im feeling and stuff! i stole this idea of amarixe :D

1) mood?

-A bit stressed, need to meet certain deadlines and teachers being complete goons and not letting me miss revision classes to meet them!

2) when was the last time you brought an actual cd (not downloaded of itunes or somthing)

-On saturday i brought my mum take that and adeles new cd for mothers day :D

3) what sounds do you hear right now at this very moment?

- can hear coronation street in one ear and katy b broken record in other from my ear phone

4) current nail polish?

- the red barry m nail varnish, the name might also be just 'red'

5) do you sleep with socks on?

- NO NO NO!! makes me feel so claustrophbic even if its freezing cold

6) i never go a day without ____

- laughing! no matter how crap i feel my friends always make me leave lunch crying with laugther :')

7) current outfit?

- school uniform- shirt, cardi, skirt and tights :P

8) what is your all time favourite lipgloss?

- a light pink lipgloss from rimmel which i cant at all remember the name off D:

9) where do you keep your cell phone (mobile phone ;D) at night?

- on my bed side cabinet incaase i get a call and cant be bothered getting out of bed hehe

10) weekly goals:

- meet my food and textiles deadlines for tomorrow, drink less coke and fizz in general!! ive gone a hole week with only one glass and im hoping to carry it on as long as i can :D

hope you're all well!

Bernie xxx

secrets.

so i got this of a my good friend danielle! check her blog out, i thuoght id just share with you a few of my secrets! let you get too know me a bit better.

I am very insecure about, the way i look, talk, act, everything!

I have always since i can first remember been insecure about my ears, they seem to poke out a bit too much than everyone elses. (dumbo the elephant!!!)

I miss my best friend, and hate the fact i can't see her every day

I feel really bad about moving away from her and everyone else i love

Moving away from kent was one of the hardest things ive ever had too do

Ive only ever properly lost someone I love, my grandad who I miss a lot!

I over analyze and read in too little things that don't matter and don't think about the things that do matter

I often wish I looked like other people, even though I know if everyone looked the same it'd be boring

Im scared people will think wrongly of me and dislike me

Id love too have kids in my 20's before im married

I would love too have lots and lots of children

I underestimate my abilities then shock myself when i get a good grade in a lesson

I dream of being a big high end make-up artist

I would love to go live in new york for a year then come back home

Im scared of turning old and being a burden to my family

I blog because it's the one place were only the people I can trust see this, and the rest i don't know and cant judge and laugh at me

My hair going right in the morning can boost my confidence a hole lot more than if it looked a mess

Im scared people I love will choose popularity and reputation over me

I can cry at the littlest things. Not at films but an argument, hearing someone i love being talked about can make me cry

I keep all of my true emotions inside and put on a front because im too embarressed to share how i actually feel

When im home alone i sing out as loud as i can and tell my self im better than any celeb ;)

Since starting my new school, i've realised who my real friends are and the ones who actually care and love me for who i am

Im scared of death

I come across as shy but when the people i love are being hurt I can;t help but open my mouth

I have said things in the past that I regret, alot

I would love to be succesfull youtube guru but too scared to actually do it incase i get judged

I somtimes wonder if anything really good will happen

I beat my self up about little things that have happened and find it hard to forget

Having such beautifull friends makes me feel less good about my self

I somtimes feel im not good enough for certain people

I go very shy around people i really like, and then get angry at my self for my mind going blank and just standing there (it happens too everyone!)

I hate the popularity contest in school. and 3 quaters off the people in it

I hate the way my body looks but im too lazy too do anything about it :P

I wish people would look past make-up and clothes and get too know people before judging them

I think homophobic behvaiour is the lowest form of bullying

My absolute dream dream job would be a singer/dancer een as i cant hold a tune that wont happen, maybe the dancing ayy? ;)

When Jay Mcguiness from theWANTED complimented my smile, it made my life and has made me really confident with my smile

All i want to do is please people and let them see the real me, not what the rumours tell them

My mouth has got me in a lot of trouble in the past

I wouldnt be the person i am with out my best friends, especially Olivia, she is like my unbiological sister and it would hurt the hell out of me if anyhting happened to her


so i think ive bored you enough sharing my insecurities but if you got far enough to read this, thank you

Bernie
xxx

I need to win the lottery!

I just thought id share with you a few things ive been really wanting recently :D

first off are these b-e-a-utifull nail varnish's from topshop which are called:

Hunting, spotted pig, play for keeps, airplane, cloud (in order of picture)

I also want this pack of 3 nail varnish's from topshop which includes:

gypsy night, silver bullet, utilitarian

next from topshop i want this new lipgloss from the sandstorm collection called daze

I also want this set of 3 moisturising lip balsm in the colours

cherry picker, chiffon and cracker

the last thing i want from the topshop makeup range is this beautiful eyeshadow mousse called glint

the next thing i want is from MAC cosmetics, its a lipstick called vegas vault, it is a beautiful orangy pink colour the swatch really doesnt do it justice

Also from mac cosmetics i want this beautiful lipglass called pink lemonade, which will look stunning over vegas vault!

the next thing i want is the paco rabane lady million perfume, i got the 30ml for christmas and have already used it up in less than 2 months i love it that much and i definatly want to replace this after ive used a few other the other perfumes i have

From benefit i reaaaaaaally want the new blusher called bella bamba, i have heard nothing but good reviews from this product and it looks absolutly gorgeous in the box :D

the last thing i want is also from benefit its the 'confessions of a concealaholic' pallet, benefit concealers are meant to be brilliant and this won me over the second i saw it

i hope i didnt bore you rambeling on about products i will proberly not get but ohh well

lots of love

Bernie

xxx

Yeh you're not cool.

Sooo i thought id blog about this as it is somthing that has really bothered me tonight. I absolutly hate homophobic people and bullies and i think people should realise it is not cool or clever to even judge people by there sexuality or the way they look when you meet someone. A person should never feel the need to hide somthing as personal as that from the cruel people in this world.

This is somthiing that i find very upsetting to see seeing as some of my closest friends are gay and seeing them get upset about it makes me upset and makes me think why people would want to say such cruel nasty words to other people. I in the past have had cruel nasty things said to me but you just got to look past it and think about how the person must have somthing bad going on deep down to even think the thigns they are saying.

In and ideal world everyone would be excepted for who they are whether there black, white, gay straight or anything! But we all know that it wont happen, there will always be that one nasty person there to put you back down just as things are looking up, no one should ever be made to feel any less of a person because there 'different'. what is normal in this world? you dont have to fit a specific genre, be yourself its all you can be and if people dont like it? who needs them?

I hope that anyone who is being bullied or singled out for anything know that things will look up and people will soon see you for who you are and not just look at whats on the outside, you will always have people who love you no matter what.

If you are one of those people who think its okay to say thoughtless, careless things to people. stop and think about how you would feel if you where in there position. Its not nice or cool or clever and sooner or later people will see you for who you are. Nothing but a bully.

I know people wont stop but i really needed to get this of my chest and let out how i feel towards bullies.

Bernie

xxx

ipod shuffle 2!

okay i know i just did one off these but they are super fun!!!

1. how are you feeling today?

sick little games- all time low

2. will i get far in life?

naive- the kooks

3. what is my best friends theme song?

cemetry drive- my chemical romance

4. what is/was high school life like?

closer to the edge- 20 seconds to mars

5. what is the best thing about me?

the way i loved you- taylor swift (aww)

6. how was yesterday?

mellowship slinky in b major- red hot chilli peppers

7. what is my love life like?

house party- the midnight beast

8. what will my parents say to me?

VIP- kesha

9. what song will they play on my funeral?

disco heaven- lady gaga (nice...)

10. how does the world see me?

frisky- tiny temper feat labrinth (ohh er ;))

11. what do my friends really think of me?

i like it rough- lady gaga (LOL.)

12. what is the world keeping a secret of me?

dancing with tears in my eyes- kesha

13. how do i make my self happy?

go all the way -perry farrell (ohh do i ;))

14. what should i do with my life?

dont say goodbye- olly murs (as if id say goodbye to olly murs)

15. will i have children?

turn it off- paramore

16. what is good advice?

too much- all time low

17. what does everyone else think of my current life?

for a pessimist im pretty optomistic- paramore

18. what type of men/women do i like?

starstruck- katy perry feat 3oh3

19. where will i live?

acapella- kelis

20. what will my dying words be?

OMG- usher feat will.i.am (haha sounds about right)

Bernie

xxx

ipod shuffle game :D

Soo this looked fun so i thought id try it :P

1. what do people assume when they first look at me?

like a g6- far east movement

2. what will be a big challenge in life for me?

imma shine- youngbloodz

3. am i a good boyfriend/girlfriend?

hard to swallow- you me at six (ohh greaat lol)

4. do i have a secret admirer?

we r who we r- kesha

5. will i ever become manically depressed in my life?

left my heart in tokyo - mini viva

6. is someone trying to kill me?

get up- ciara feat chamillionaire

7. what is my sexual preference?

break your heart- taio cruz

8. what am i afraid of?

keep the change you filthy animal- all time low

9. what will i be doing in a few years?

decode-paramore (i hope thats a sign for robert pattinson?)

10. what is some good advice for me?

the sharpest livse- my chemical romance

11. what should i do instead of this quiz?

just say yes- snow patrol

12. will you get married?

pressure- paramore

13. what is the story of your life?

we are broken- paramore

14. how can you get ahead in life?

please dont let me go- olly murs

15. what is the best thing about your friends?

turn it up- pixie lott (yeh they dont need turning up!)

16. what song best describes you?

parachute- cheryl cole

17. how does the world see you?

hypnotized- plies feat akon

18. will you have a happy life?

jasey rae- all time low

19. how can i make my self happy?

this is the best day ever- my chemical romance

20. what should you do with your life?

i need you- ndubz

21. will you ever have children?

i bet that you look good on the dancefloor- arctic monkeys

Bernie

xxx

Have you ever...

Seen something wether its make-up, clothes or shoes and just needed it?

this month i have been so broke it is unreal! my mums recently decided that im allowed my first tattoo and she said she will pay for it with in reason! but i still feel in need to put some money towards it. This is what i want

it is the same as sienna millers (well it is sienna millers arm haha) and i think it is beautiful! and also small and easy to hid from school ;)
i Also just found these shoes on plinkonbeautys blog, they are from new look and are only £24.99 and i am IN LOVE! i will get these shoes!

Bernie

xxx

I got another piercing!!

so yesterday i got my 3rd piecring! (4th if you count both lobe piercings :D)

i got my conch (not my crouch as my friends little sister said) like the inside of my ear!

it's kind off a love hate pirecing seen as both my mum and dad are not too keen but i LOVE it!

earlier that day i went wiht my cousin abigail to get her nose pierced and i just got the urge to go get a piercing so later on that day i went back with my mum!

but i have to say if your going to get a piercing definatly dont get this as your first it is rather painfull and will put you off!!

but i love it even though i cant wear an earphone in that ear for atleast 6 weeks until i can get a smaller bar but its worth it!

Bernie

xxx

Nobody likes a slackeeeeer

hi guys!!!

sorry for being all M.I.A (oh yeh i learnt what that means :D)

ive been really wanting to put some pictures up off my weekend, we went out for my friend ruths 16th which was such a good night

pictures will be up veeery soon when i find my phone wire :D

x

My life...

Moving up north almost a year ago now, was one off THEE hardest things i have ever done in my life. I was leaving my friends i'd known since i was 4, family i'd see everyday with out fail.

On my first week off school i could of cried everyday! but after finding my feet and making new friends i now can say i LOVE it. i somtimes find my self being excited about going to school just for lunch and breaks with my friends. I come out off the room feeling a 6 pack coming on crying with laugther :') even if davo sniffs are food out and moans ;)

Here is some pictures off some off the most AMAZING people in my life,

I could not live without this girl. She is the nicest most beautiful kind hearted girl i have ever met, there is not enough good words to say about this girl. She is one off the funniest people i have ever met.

These girls are the reason i look forward to going to school everyday. i could have the worst lessons that day but id still come out crying off laughter. They share my love for all things one direction and the wanted (bar one craaazy girl!), i can talk to them about anything and they'll understand. These are some off the most kind hearted people ive met in my life.

I love this picture. i love these two girlies like my own little sisters :D they never fail to make me laugh, even if it is them embaressing me ;) but with out a doubt i could not live with these girls.

Love and kisses

Bernie

x